i got harassed to day when i was at the bus stop.-.-'' and idiotic guy who wasnt even wearing slippers sat next to me.. and touched me , my leg actually....and he was smelly..too stunned to say anything.. i just kept quiet. then i ended up crying in the bus.. not very obviously though.. but when i got down the bus , my another senior/friend was walking behind me.. and he called out my name.. at first i think he didnt realize i was crying.. heheeh.... kk. anyway in the end.. he comforted me and when we walked into my class.. i was okay di..

 happy ending. :D happy valentines day ppl. lol wtf i knw.. just to keep my blog updated. no mood to blog actually , thus , the dumb post. hahah.. the world is getting shittier day by day.. please be aware for idiots like that.. 

when old is not gold

well.. couple of days ago when i was queuing up to take bus home.. 2 old people just cut my line.. lol.. seriously super annoying.. happened when i was taking bus to college too!!.. obviously i know that they are old people and blablabla they need to be cared for and all.. I'm not saying that they should have let me go first but wtf man... at least line up lah! and rite.. the way they potong queue damn awesome someore.. they will be talking to their friends.. and slowly just budge in.. and they use their tongkat or wtv umbrella or such stuff and put them right in front of you.. dammit.. so kurang ajar... and they dont even bother to say thanks or smile acknowledgingly after that.. =/ zzzzz everyone also tired la.. if it happens once or twice well obviously you would tolerate.. but i think it happens almost EVERY time they get on the bus. -.-''''''' then.. when i got on the bus di that day... i was supporting myself by holding on to a pole since all the seats were taken.. then another old woman.. she came.. and grabbed the pole also.. okay laa.. so what rite.. share share ma.. OKAY LA.. then.. after some time.. she started moving in and in and in.. and i had to move back and back and back.. wth my hand is not that long okayy!,, anddd suddenly.. she turned to look at me. and she sort of scrutinized me.. like look at me fom my face all the way down to my feet then look at my face again.... i was like ???? wtf was that for???? oh god.. damn annoying.. and shes kinda short someore.. like a head shorter than me.. well all i could do was just try to relax.. dahlah damn tired and all.. walk so long. and not feeling well plus sore throat.. and now all this.. great! just what i needed.. sometimes i tell myself that maybe its just one of those days .. you know.. when u had a bad day.. and u dont reli care bout what people think of you.. just wanna do your stuff. cut queue.. stare at ppl for no reason or wtv.. wtf.. haha... thennnn when i got on the 2nd bus.. i got to hold on to another pole.. lol.. then.. this time.. there was this foreigner dude standing in front of me.. he was not holding anything.. so basically he had no support la.. then suddenly when the bus started moving , he was thrown behind.. together with others who were holding on to nothing! sounds dramatic eh.. hahha.. then he immediately stretched his arm backwards and reached for the pole.. he hit my thumb. remember i was holding the pole too?.. yea.. so basically. his whole weight + the sudden acceleration of bus. can you imagine the force on my thumb?........................................................... :) can die weyhhhh!!! hahah.. then obviously he went like sry sry sry... all i could do was smile... what a day...  

my dreams

first dream was about me and sarah , i think it symbolizes our frienship. it was something like me talking to her , and she was doing something , and she din answer me at all , i think i asked her quite a few times , but she stll did not bother to even look up at me.. then i walked away , then she stood up and ran after me... she shouted something again.. i think somethin like sorry la . i was doing something.. so i was like oh.. ok.. but i did not say anything to her.. so i turned and walked away , expecting her to just walk to me. but she thought that i was pissed at her , so she went like .. HMPHHH.. and turned and stomped off... at last , both of us were mad at each other for nothing... the end.

second dream was about my spm results , i got 5a's 5b's. super wtf rite.... okay.. i was disappointed. and my mom and bro kept on saying stuff like.. yeala ask u to study u did not want to study.. now.. see what you got.. you think so easy ah spm.. blablabla.... and if i remembered correctly , i just kept quiet all the time.. just could not believe it.. not cos im some sort of genius okayy.. but it was a dream you see.. and thats how i felt in that dream.. i cant remember which subjects i got b for though... =/.. hopefully that wont be my real spm result! :O

my experience in the bus :)

DAY 1
-on the way to college , accidentally stepped on some lady's feet. :O shit la... so embarrassing! -.-'' ANYWAY , on the way home i sesat bit. since i take 2 buses to get home , i was supposed to get down near the police station. but i only realized that i sesat abit about a minute after that , took a longer route home then. hahha

DAY 2
-again , on the way to college , when i got in the second bus, i realized that i only had RM5 , bus fare was RM1. -.-' and the bus driver had no change i think? , soooo i just stood there , blur bit.. dont know what to do since he din ask me to get down also...then suddenly some lady came up to me and gave me RM1 so that i can pay for my bu fare and make everyone's life easier , wtf lol. so kind of her.. i became even more blur then.. where got people so good rite? come and give you money just like that.. so for a while.. i was like.. huh , what just happened ?.. then since i had RM5 with me  , i offered her that , but obviously she din take it. -.-'' 

DAY 3
-stuck in jam , what usually would take me one hour , today , took me 2. and guess what , i had to stand the whole way , and the bus was kinda full. but still can breath la luckily... wth man lol.. just cause of an accident near summit. i think the jam was like 3-4 km long. -.-''''''''''' all the way from summit to after sunway near pj. OMG. so annoying , and was late for class.. one hour late~! :( lucky teacher was kind enough to understand my situation , since everyone else in my class stays in a hostel  , TT.

DAY 4
-on the way din get to sit again but lucky no jam..not much la.. manage to enter class before teacher , for the first time..hahah..thennn on the way home.. had to RUN to catch the bus!both the buses someore.. zzzz while carrying a freaking thick book! anyway , only managed to finish my breakfast in the bus  , on the way home at about 12 something... at one point , the bus took a sharp turn and suddenly i heard a loud thud. -.-' guess what i saw i the floor? my book. yes , the freaking thick one! zomg. malu-nyerrrr. another rapid kl guy in uniform picked it up for me. wthh.. SO MALU OKAY. :( :( but anyway , not bad.. on the way home also no jam! so managed to read in less that one hour , another record! hahah

post spm

- start looking for a job

- clean room

- get driving license 

- start exercising

- meet up with ol frens

- go sg.

- decide on my foundation programme

- and start looking for my missing text books!!!( i dont wanna pay fineeee-.-)

- learn how to apply nail polish without painting my cuticles -.-' 

- play tennisssssssssss! 

in the midst of hardship

*loud sigh*sigh! ,, exams going on, obviously i havent revised. =/ i just cant understand anything im reading.. ... how long more do i need to wait till my brain can actually start working? -.-'' ahhhhh! all the mssd craps and all.... so emotionallllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. :'( how to studyyyy? :(:( zzzzz.. decided to take a break by youtube-ing.. hopefully i can understand something after this! == (: