a walk to remember

2012-02-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

i got harassed to day when i was at the bus stop.-.-'' and idiotic guy who wasnt even wearing slippers sat next to me.. and touched me , my leg actually....and he was smelly..too stunned to say anything.. i just kept quiet. then i ended up crying in the bus.. not very obviously though.. but when i got down the bus , my another senior/friend was walking behind me.. and he called out my name.. at first i think he didnt realize i was crying.. heheeh.... kk. anyway in the end.. he comforted me and when we walked into my class.. i was okay di..

happy ending. :D happy valentines day ppl. lol wtf i knw.. just to keep my blog updated. no mood to blog actually , thus , the dumb post. hahah.. the world is getting shittier day by day.. please be aware for idiots like that..

2012-02-06T19:40:00.000+08:00

when old is not gold

2012-02-05T16:35:00.000+08:00

well.. couple of days ago when i was queuing up to take bus home.. 2 old people just cut my line.. lol.. seriously super annoying.. happened when i was taking bus to college too!!.. obviously i know that they are old people and blablabla they need to be cared for and all.. I'm not saying that they should have let me go first but wtf man... at least line up lah! and rite.. the way they potong queue damn awesome someore.. they will be talking to their friends.. and slowly just budge in.. and they use their tongkat or wtv umbrella or such stuff and put them right in front of you.. dammit.. so kurang ajar... and they dont even bother to say thanks or smile acknowledgingly after that.. =/ zzzzz everyone also tired la.. if it happens once or twice well obviously you would tolerate.. but i think it happens almost EVERY time they get on the bus. -.-''''''' then.. when i got on the bus di that day... i was supporting myself by holding on to a pole since all the seats were taken.. then another old woman.. she came.. and grabbed the pole also.. okay laa.. so what rite.. share share ma.. OKAY LA.. then.. after some time.. she started moving in and in and in.. and i had to move back and back and back.. wth my hand is not that long okayy!,, anddd suddenly.. she turned to look at me. and she sort of scrutinized me.. like look at me fom my face all the way down to my feet then look at my face again.... i was like ???? wtf was that for???? oh god.. damn annoying.. and shes kinda short someore.. like a head shorter than me.. well all i could do was just try to relax.. dahlah damn tired and all.. walk so long. and not feeling well plus sore throat.. and now all this.. great! just what i needed.. sometimes i tell myself that maybe its just one of those days .. you know.. when u had a bad day.. and u dont reli care bout what people think of you.. just wanna do your stuff. cut queue.. stare at ppl for no reason or wtv.. wtf.. haha... thennnn when i got on the 2nd bus.. i got to hold on to another pole.. lol.. then.. this time.. there was this foreigner dude standing in front of me.. he was not holding anything.. so basically he had no support la.. then suddenly when the bus started moving , he was thrown behind.. together with others who were holding on to nothing! sounds dramatic eh.. hahha.. then he immediately stretched his arm backwards and reached for the pole.. he hit my thumb. remember i was holding the pole too?.. yea.. so basically. his whole weight + the sudden acceleration of bus. can you imagine the force on my thumb?........................................................... :) can die weyhhhh!!! hahah.. then obviously he went like sry sry sry... all i could do was smile... what a day...

my dreams

2012-01-20T19:29:00.002+08:00

first dream was about me and sarah , i think it symbolizes our frienship. it was something like me talking to her , and she was doing something , and she din answer me at all , i think i asked her quite a few times , but she stll did not bother to even look up at me.. then i walked away , then she stood up and ran after me... she shouted something again.. i think somethin like sorry la . i was doing something.. so i was like oh.. ok.. but i did not say anything to her.. so i turned and walked away , expecting her to just walk to me. but she thought that i was pissed at her , so she went like .. HMPHHH.. and turned and stomped off... at last , both of us were mad at each other for nothing... the end.

second dream was about my spm results , i got 5a's 5b's. super wtf rite.... okay.. i was disappointed. and my mom and bro kept on saying stuff like.. yeala ask u to study u did not want to study.. now.. see what you got.. you think so easy ah spm.. blablabla.... and if i remembered correctly , i just kept quiet all the time.. just could not believe it.. not cos im some sort of genius okayy.. but it was a dream you see.. and thats how i felt in that dream.. i cant remember which subjects i got b for though... =/.. hopefully that wont be my real spm result! :O

my experience in the bus :)

2012-01-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

DAY 1
-on the way to college , accidentally stepped on some lady's feet. :O shit la... so embarrassing! -.-'' ANYWAY , on the way home i sesat bit. since i take 2 buses to get home , i was supposed to get down near the police station. but i only realized that i sesat abit about a minute after that , took a longer route home then. hahha

DAY 2
-again , on the way to college , when i got in the second bus, i realized that i only had RM5 , bus fare was RM1. -.-' and the bus driver had no change i think? , soooo i just stood there , blur bit.. dont know what to do since he din ask me to get down also...then suddenly some lady came up to me and gave me RM1 so that i can pay for my bu fare and make everyone's life easier , wtf lol. so kind of her.. i became even more blur then.. where got people so good rite? come and give you money just like that.. so for a while.. i was like.. huh , what just happened ?.. then since i had RM5 with me , i offered her that , but obviously she din take it. -.-''

DAY 3
-stuck in jam , what usually would take me one hour , today , took me 2. and guess what , i had to stand the whole way , and the bus was kinda full. but still can breath la luckily... wth man lol.. just cause of an accident near summit. i think the jam was like 3-4 km long. -.-''''''''''' all the way from summit to after sunway near pj. OMG. so annoying , and was late for class.. one hour late~! :( lucky teacher was kind enough to understand my situation , since everyone else in my class stays in a hostel , TT.

DAY 4
-on the way din get to sit again but lucky no jam..not much la.. manage to enter class before teacher , for the first time..hahah..thennn on the way home.. had to RUN to catch the bus!both the buses someore.. zzzz while carrying a freaking thick book! anyway , only managed to finish my breakfast in the bus , on the way home at about 12 something... at one point , the bus took a sharp turn and suddenly i heard a loud thud. -.-' guess what i saw i the floor? my book. yes , the freaking thick one! zomg. malu-nyerrrr. another rapid kl guy in uniform picked it up for me. wthh.. SO MALU OKAY. :( :( but anyway , not bad.. on the way home also no jam! so managed to read in less that one hour , another record! hahah

post spm

2011-12-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

- start looking for a job

- clean room

- get driving license

- start exercising

- meet up with ol frens

- go sg.

- decide on my foundation programme

- and start looking for my missing text books!!!( i dont wanna pay fineeee-.-)

- learn how to apply nail polish without painting my cuticles -.-'

- play tennisssssssssss!

in the midst of hardship

2011-03-08T19:34:00.000+08:00

*loud sigh*sigh! ,, exams going on, obviously i havent revised. =/ i just cant understand anything im reading.. ... how long more do i need to wait till my brain can actually start working? -.-'' ahhhhh! all the mssd craps and all.... so emotionallllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. :'( how to studyyyy? :(:( zzzzz.. decided to take a break by youtube-ing.. hopefully i can understand something after this! == (:

life , and living it in a different way

2011-03-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

mssd mssd mssd. my last ever mssd athlestics in my life. emotional? a tiny bit. sigh.. any medals ? not yet =/
did not know how good the others were... since this is only my second mssd athletics in sec. school. last year i only took part in 400m. so i din reli knw about the usual timings for other events. so i was actually less prepared. but anyway , hope the upcoming athletes in U8 will do a good job in making our school the BESTTTT! haha.. definitely not something easy , but hey.. give it a try! heheh.. GO U8!!!!!

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cacated post cos im wirting this after a friggin tiring day.. woke up at 6am and came home at 7.30pm and rushed to add maths tuition and just reached home at 10.30! @@ ...... when school is over , im fking sure i'l miss these times! :')

kota kinabalu day 7

2010-12-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

it was a saturday.. woke up and went to service my cousins car. on the way we saw a market. so while waiting for the car to be serviced we went grocery shopping. GOSHHH!. that market giler cun!! they selling puppies!!!!! wtheckkkkk.. : D so cuteeeee eh! sry la no pics. haha.. i din know.==. anywayyy. went home and my aunt was cooking.then ritee... i saw a dammmmmnnn cute boyyy!! so freakin cute i started stalking him.. his like staying in the opposite block. i zoom like mad. hahaah

cute boy ;)

teeheee KKTHANKXBYE.XOXO

kota kinabalu day 6

2010-12-06T12:04:00.003+08:00

woke up at i forgot what time.. then.. was almost onlining till noon with my aunt.. checking some air asia stuff.. we got soooo carried away till we din cook for lunch. =X and my cuzzie called up to say shes on the way home di. hahahh! my aunt cancelled her call before my cuzzie cud finish speaking to rush to the kitchen to start cooking! lmaoo. funnnny. then.. blablabla.. cooked ate and.. forgot what i did. then at night my cuzzie came back at 8+.. then we went out to eat. before that all 3 of us ate smth edi.. wtf ryte.. LOL. sad case lar we all!! so all kinda not so hungry.. anywayyyyy.. we ate oyster omelette , iforgotwhatitwas , carrot juice anddd.... smth else. haha..

cousin and aunt.

me.duhh

only food i took pics of. LAZY la.== haha.. i prefered eating it compared to taking its pic.haha

aunt.(: i feel damn bad k. dont let them eat and keep taking their pics.like damn menagderr ni. haha

me again.

cousin(: spring hair cool ite'? ;D

aunts backside. hahah! shes sooo gonna kill me ;p
that pics marks the end of this post.teeeheee.. KKTHANKXBYE.XOXO

kota kinabalu day 5

2010-12-04T09:11:00.002+08:00

did nth . lol. bye

kota kinabalu day 4

2010-12-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

woke up at ..........................not sure lah wht time..=-=.. hahha.. did nothing.. oh wait! watched a funny movie till 12+ hahah.. then slept. hehheh.. KKTHANKXBYE.XOXO

kota kinabalu day 3

2010-12-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7.30 @@.. lol.. my cousins stuff which were being shipped here arrived.. helped aunt sort everything out cos she was cooking and all.. and cousin was working .. so yeah.. OMG! highlight of the day!! those guys who brought the stuff up (btw we're staying in the 2nd floor) were super duper funny!! like 3 musketeers hahhaah.. one of the guy sat down.. and the other one.. went like.. ; EH! WHY YOU SITTING DOWN?? loll.. ok.seriously that time was damn funny.. the other guy who sat down was like..?? kinda blur like that.. lmaoo.then.. the another guy.. he asked my aunt ..how many kids and all.. so my aunt just included me and said 3. so he askd all girls? then she said yeah.. then he said nice laa.. then we were like.... ??.. but you're guy. and very rare u see guys supporting girls lydat.. hahahah..then he was like telling us his family hisotry and all.. blekkk. idontwannaknow! lmaoo. i feel damn mean! hahaha. newayyyy.... later that guy asked if im still schooling so i said yeahh. and he asked if im schooling here in kk.. then my aunt told him.. no , were peninsular people.. then he asked me to shift here and study here..==... and then he went like.. nanti kita boleh berkawan.. nanti kita sms sms.. im like................................................ yeahh.. dot dot dot! =.= HAHAH.. damn funny la they alll,, they just cant stand still!!! they hafta to keep jumping aroundddd .. ihave no idea why.. and theytallk to us like as if they have known is for damnlongggg.LMAO.. sabah-ans! so friendly! lmaoo.. then at night... my cuzzie said lets go giant.. cos we were supposed to buy abit more stuff i guess?.. then my cuzzie fetched us straight from her work.. mana tahu the giant is in a shopping mall!! wtf. we all dressed up like going normal giant ni.. lol.. but nvm la.. haha.. we looked COOL! awesome lmao... then.. came back lo.. and slept. hahahah/ dead sleepy. thats why i blogged about it today. ;p.. KKTHANKXBYE.XOXO

kota kinabalu day 2

2010-11-30T01:01:00.002+08:00

started my day at 12.03!! what a time to wake up rytee?? heheheh.. felt so awesome! lmao.. wasnt so hot today..wheather was pretty gloomy the whole day... took my shower and talked and talked and talked to my aunt.. for DAMN longgg.. few hours weyh!! lol.. we talked bout everything... lmao! got some good piece of information bout it ;p hahah! then my ate dinner at about 7! then went to some shop and bought some basic necessities.. now im blogging and about to sleep. lol.. KKTHANKXBYE.XOXO

kota kinabalu day 1

2010-11-28T15:11:00.001+08:00

slept at 1.30 a.m. and woke up at 4.45a.m. @@
took a bus with my aunt at 6 in kl sentral and reached LCCT at around 7.
scanned all our stuff and got our boarding pass.
took our breakfast and boarded the plane at 8.
the plane took off at 8.45! -_____- nvmmm... hehheh
tried reading a storybook but cudn concentrate at all.. too sleepy so i TRIED to sleep.
i tell youuuuuuuuu! i wanna spank all the small kids in the plane.. non stop crying and whining! OMGAWSHH!!== super the annoying. losers! and then got one guy snoring oso! gawddd!
ANYWAYYYY.. we landed at 11.05 sharp.got down took all our belongings.and saw my cuzzie! weeee!
it was blazing sizzling effing hot!! the sun was shining like WTH , like theres no tomoro!zzz lmaoo..
other that tht this place is awesome laa!! we landed like right next to the BEACH?? awesome much eh? ;D
went for lunch.and went marketing.. lmao! guess the people here are friendlyyy.. though they al look like foreigners! :o
when we went to the wet market to buy fish there was this guy who held up a fish which is still alive and looked at me.. half smiling? WTHELL LA HE! LAWL! so saddd nvm nvm.. t.t hehe.. then went to my cuzzies appartment.. just took my shower. omg.. the water is so cooooooooooooling! awesome gilerrrrrr.;D
oh ohhh! i got blister at the back of my feet! reminds me of the times in gunung x| Ouchh! damn pain wokayy!
and now im blogging. hahahh.. KKTHANKXBYE.XOXO

OOPS! heheh sryyy(:

2010-11-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

soooo.. i din realize that people commented on my previous post. probably oni saw some of them.. and i kinda just realized it.. LOL.. seriously... i never thought anyone would comment la okayy!! so to whoever who commented im so sorry for not replying.. its not cos i some perasaan freak or wht.. its just that i din see... :D and ive been wanting to write this post for quite some time edi.. cos i saw those comments i think a few months ago.. but you know.. procrastinate..((: lol.. k. thanks for being so understanding. wtf. lol.. byeeee.

school sucks

2010-11-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

one more year. idk how am i going to survive school. suddenly i just hate going to school. hate waking up in the morning. hate almost everything related to school. all the useless folio's . i dont see how wasting papers in a different way helps us in our future. hate being pushed and pressured by teachers. looks like my form 4 will have a rough ending. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. why keep pushing others?? and some of the misplaced spbt text books. screw them all. i cant find 4 of my books. = = . i just feel like i have lost all my wills to keep fighting. just ready to give up and breakdown anytime. so not ready for anything. time flies. everybody rushes for everything. rush rush rush. wtf do u get in the end. only the one who perseveres can suceed. i dont have the will to go on right now. does this mean i wont be able to suceed? skip schools even after exams and tchers have a bad impression on you. socks low abit. teachers give that deadly stare. tie pulled down abit and sleeves DOWN but left unbuttoned is messy. WTF. nth to do ady isit?. some of my frens helped me giler banyak for folio's and many other stuff. feel so ashamed to tell them anything anymore cos im afraid they will end up helping me. ive never seen frens like this. first time experiencing this . friends who genuinly help out when u think u will be fine without any help.u tell them not because u want them to help but cos ppl like me cant stop whining. = =. and then they will end up helping. and then i feel like so suckish. as if i told them just cos i want them to help. sighhhhhhh

seeeee.. imm whining again.

GOODBYE.

drifting away

2010-09-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

so.. lately ive been thinking ALOT about this drifting away thing. drifting away frm friends to be exact. so funnnyyyyy.. somehow only when ur close to someone thats when some craps will happen. like for example. they shift somewhere far far away. or.. they will get a bf/gf and then u will be alone.. or.. they try to act cool.. like. all of sudden they just have this urge to like.. ignore you? you knw.. like.. not saying hi- and blablabla.. or.. they've got a new gang..== wtf. lol.. ermmm.. wht else arr...and.. some just gets too shy went they move on to secondary school i guess??? funny ! i mean wataheck? we were like sitting next to each other for one whole year and sudd 2 months later im like a total stranger?? .... urhhh whatever~ but most of the drifting away case seems to affect me the most when the person starts to ignore ur presence COMPLETELY.== ;@@

TAKE THAT! HAHAHAH

but looking at the bright side .. all this D.A. thingy has been quite helpful in cutting of ties tht are just not worth hanging on to anymore... get what i mean? like when the other person takes advantage of you kinda thing.. yknow.. it also helps you to step out of your comfort zone.. forces you out of it actually, (: lol.. this year ive changed alot. emotionally i thought i was stable. but maybe im living in denial? only time will tell. and im also like talking to the whole class.. people i NEVER thought i would be talking to let alone share all the silly stuff that has happened to me.!! funny isnt it? im also kinda talking to people i was afraid of! =x LMAO. andddd people ive hated like shyeeeet before this.. hehe.. quiet people. noisy people. shy people. bookworms. u name it. hahah. blessing in disguise ya think? yeah whatever! cos i think i have learnt something from all this D.A. with people whom i thought will be with me like FOREVER. =\ lets not talk bt tht. it hurts to think bout that. when u can still clearly see all the things uve done together before this. and to not even look at each other when u walk pass them let alone talk! haih.. MOVING ON ( smth i reli need now i guess? hahah!) ive learnt thru experience that u should not just believe everything ur sure of will happen. cos when things dont go ur way.. its kinda hard to face the reality and move on with life. theres always uncertainty .. the - im not so sure laH~ i mean anything could happen. ur whole world ( the superduper freakin perfect world ur livin in now and u hope so MUCh for it to last forever till u end up believing it will==wtf.)could turn a 180 degress in split seconds. get wht i mean? as much as i would want things to go back to the time when 'my world was perfect' i would probably have not met others who are important in my life ryte now. as much as i want some certain friends only in my life (like how it was last time) i knw that would only happen in my own imaginary world. (HAHAHHA) people have their own priorities , guess i have left footprints on their heart. and they've sorta faded away? or maybe somebody else is placing their feet exactly where i placed mine? hahha.. whatever~ i knw that it doesnt matter ANYMORE. that was LAST time.. ryteeeee ( as if!! , honestly idk till when will that crap bug me TT) guess thats life.. people walk in and out of ur life. uve no control over it. :D thats what makes life '' FUN ''.soooo.. enjoyyyyy with ur best buddies before somebody else replaces your place.in their heart . and life.....

shithead

2010-09-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

wtheck this is my own space and i cant write wtv i want to. fking annoyed and pissed ryte now.. wanna express it in my blog but later sure got ppl offended. arrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhh.. know what it feels like?????????? bottling up all the crapshits arnd u all the fking time????fck eevrything .bye

wtf

2010-09-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

fuck .

~

2010-08-29T15:54:00.000+08:00

the feeling you usually get after exams.. you knowww~..

tell me if u did NOT cry !

2010-08-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

the gift

2010-08-18T15:15:00.000+08:00

you never knew what it felt like .....

you dont know what it feels like .....

anddd.....

you will never know what it would feel like .....

to be able to do something u just want to do SO MUCH but you never had the chance to..

.....:/

2010-08-04T16:24:00.000+08:00

exams coming soon ..... =\ eeesh not fun.. hari karnival in school that day was i think better then what i had expected it to be.. but it was VERY boring.. >? not surprising ryte.. haaha.. anyway.. then went to vaisha's party.. hmm... was fun!.. bu i din knw we were supposed to wear dresses. woooopsie! SO SORRY. thennn... i was hanging out with balroop most of the time... we talked and talked andddd TALKED. lol.. i remember it got so freaking like FREAKINGGGG cold towards the end. especially after i had my drink . cold coke. anyway.. suggested kel to give a bday speech . he finally agreed to.. khai sheng and him were like jumping on baloons to get attention but sadly they failed.. ARGHHH!.. hahaha...anyway.. then after her party went to station 1.. watched them play pool.. had fun swinging on that chair! LOL.. it was seriously fun okayhh! went back in few minutes. :(.. anyway.. blablabla.. fast forwardddddd! andd... oh yea.. today miss low.. she was explaining to me why on earth was my heartbeat so freaking slow.. i was reli glad when i knew the actual reason.. creeepy though.. haha.. i din knw she was a gymnast last time.. o.O hahaha.. ((: byebyeee.

...

2010-07-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

wataheck?==

for fun..

2010-07-13T16:29:00.001+08:00

on the way to sg. tekala. (:

TrEES

2010-07-13T16:23:00.000+08:00

TrEES = treat every environment special. (: simplicity rawks! :D hahaa
yeah..so as you guys know.. this tns thingy has been going on for the past 2 days.. its a campaign. it will be on for 2 weeeks... im doing this video interview thingy.. its FUN!.. seriously.. when i wanna start... most of them will like freak out..or shy away.. i mean like.. cmon la.. its just a freaking vid. plus.. it wont be on youtube or facebook or wtv.. hehe.. most of them are already VERY excited towards the end. hahhaha.. so if you want me to INTERVIEW you please tell me :D:D..hahahah.. i swear its fun.......................bwahaahha..anyway..we are also selling this badge.. TNS badge. BUY LAAAA! its just 2 bucks. plus i thin it looks 100% better than last years badge. and if you wanna buy , buy from me! :D:D.. hahhhaa.. no no, its not like theres any competition to see who sold the most or wht la.. but..just for fun! hehe :D:D.. PLS BUY! support SMK USJ 8 !!~ hehehe.. sayang you all! byeeee and BUY!;)

@@

2010-06-21T15:38:00.000+08:00

i went in pn.chengs room twice before (i think) to see her. and i left smtg in her room.TWICE! @@ ==

mssm

2010-06-18T15:40:00.000+08:00

during the 2 week hols i went to perlis for mssm. blahblahblah.. i learnt alot during my one week stay in perlis. first of all we were asked to stay in a hoSTel for the first night. it sucked terribly. there were all flying insects there was a lizard cockroach and lotsa othr insects la.. purely disgusting. none of us showered that mind you after travelling in the bus for almost one whole day. the toilets were reli creepy. some had no doors== one word. DISGUSTING. done.. the nest day we went to a hotel. i wont say it was awesome. but it was seriously WAYY better than the stupid hostel. no dead bugs and ants in the toilets and sinks where you brush ur teeth. WTF ryte.. anywayy.. sunday we went to pdg.besar.. bought a pair of shorts. and asam and had my 1st ice kacang in perlis. the othr days from monday to wednesday were all like the same.. must be in the lobby by 7 am.. and we will arrive again in the hotel at abt 7 at night. shower take dinner and go in teachers room for meeting. yeahh/ got meeting every night. the nice part is when we get 2 celebrate 2 of our frens bday during the meeting.. both were from u18 girls.haha^^.. then... we lost in semifinals. u18 girls lost in semis. settles for bronze medal. quite an achievement though.. considering the fact that selangor has never won any medals b4 fr tennis in mssm. u12 boys and u15 girls got silver. u12 girls and u15 boys lost in quarters. :| one whole week past reli fast. given a chance i would reli wanna go back .. diff group of friends.. i was forced out of my comfort zone :P haha.. the others din turn out to be so bad afterall.. my most memorable part was when the whole selangor team was cheering for u15 girls when the 2nd singles was playing decider. every single point we screamed like mad ppl. we were competing against sarawak. they screamed oso la.. it was a freaking close match.. 1st set we won. 2nd set sarawak won. 3rd set. dammit! the tension !! *takes a deep breath*then.. finally .. we WON! so freaking happy. even if the victory was for u15 girls .. you should have seen how wild the whole team went.. including the parents who came.. we were all screaming like crazy.. so many of us in tears.. tears of joy! that. was. SERIOUSLY. the . MOST. memorable moment. :) sweet. picture sessions.. haha.. the team spirit. i will definitely miss that. thats when my used to be enemy.. 'feels weird to call her enemy now.' hugged me! haha. shes like 1.80m.. super tall.. she hugged me and carried me.. hahahaha!! we were looking at each other the next thing we did was SCREAM AND HUG EACH OTHER when the u15 girls won their semis. even if we lost on that same freaking day.. the spirit. was just there.. even if we were staying together for only a week a strong bond was seriously formed. i only kinda started socializing with them the first day we left to perlis. and yeah... i reli love every single one of them. the whole team.. it was truly an eye-opener kinda thing for me. to see great ppl playing great tennis. the farewell part was sorta ''disturbed'' haha.. cos i left the bus in the sg. buloh stop i think? i forgot la. some r and r. cos my mom said its easier to fetch me from there. sighh. but im quite thankful la. haha.. later got teary farewells then how? ahaha.. so yeah.. memories that i will hold on to no matter what happens. thanks to pn.tan chin chin for all your support. pn cheng.. ms.ong for not questioning me when i told her i had to skip my test to undergo trainings and stuff.. my coach.. my parents/family and everyone else for ur goodlucks! :')

lame :)

2010-02-16T14:44:00.001+08:00

OMG.sarah. shes super l*m* (:

read this :

öKHOMAHTHYö says:
hahah
so how was tooth fairy?
Sarah says:
awesome!
giler funny
the rock was in a tutu
XD
öKHOMAHTHYö says:
obviously it will be awesome la~^^
ahhaha
jkjk
yeap i knw
look just like u ryte?
haha
*LMAO*
Sarah says:
ROLF
öKHOMAHTHYö says:
OMG
SARAH IS SUPER LAME
ITS ROFL NOT ROLF
OMG
GOD HELP ME
Sarah says:
oops
i dun use tht oftern la
often*
öKHOMAHTHYö says:
excuses~
Sarah says:
bitch
HAHHAHA
öKHOMAHTHYö says:
=-=
VERY FUNNY
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH
*=-=*
Sarah says:
o.0

this is sarah when she has *******e ache.

evening well spent

2009-11-13T19:52:00.001+08:00

hmm..GUESS WHAT?..sarah played tennis today fr the 1st time… she was okay… not too bad for a beginner.. of course..we picked up balls more than we played..LOL..TS was rite afterall..HAHA…hmm…so..okayy..it was like this…she came over at 5..then we lepak a while in my hse before i changed and we went down. then you know la..RAIN!!..zzz its always like that.. so damn used to tht..then..when we play indoors it wont rain..then when we go outside it wil rain~ ARGH

lol..then hmm…….but we managed to play in the court la..few minutes before sarah went back kelly came over..and she played for a while too. then , sarah went back.. and kelly and i played till abt 7 smtg. then …went back..lol..

touch screen

2009-11-11T15:52:00.000+08:00

touch screen is sooo not fun! lol..its DAMN hard to sms with your fingers.. you have to use the stylus..damn mengada~ LOL..swt..brandon gave me a good idea.. he said i should bang my head against the screen and erase the letters i dont need..kinda lame but kinda helpful at the same time..LOL..jkjk..of course i wont do tht..swt. technology KONONNYA~

xyz.

2009-11-09T10:39:00.002+08:00

i dont know why its 'xyz.' =)...lolx..yday played tennis..and today body aching like crazy...i did not exercise for like..million years edi.. ^^ hehe..did not go to school today cz i dont think i can wake up.. why? coz i feel DAMN TIRED. sadly this is our last week for this year..our as in us form 1,2,3 and 4 if im not mistaken..well, good luck to all the form5's out there..

actually i think the new rules which is max. 10 subs for spm is awesome..seriously..dont have to THINKKKK! so much abt how many subjects to take and all..BTW...pmr results will be out in abt 2 months.. =(...cannot type alot cz my hands are aching like crazy..so.. bb LOL.(excuses, yeah i know!!);)

finally

2009-11-06T17:18:00.001+08:00

pmr’s over..life after pmr is not as fun as i thought it would be…==……its a stupid post anyway…i have a BIG problem nw….zzz but its personal..omg..this feels super lame…argh..i think i might delete this blog..LOLX..its like a thing which i hafta look after….its like a HUGE responsiblity to keep this stupid thing alive…ZZZZZz….

bored

2009-07-03T14:59:00.002+08:00

trials is one month away! haiyoo
NOOoooooo....
form 2 rocked but form 3 is like the opposite
everyday oso so sleepy and damnnn tired
sometimes quite a number of us just sleep.
its not like if you stay awake oso you can understand what teachers saying when you're THAT sleepy~
haha
arghhhhh...that day habibah came to our class and started shouting...LIKE DAMN LOUDDD..thanks to chee wah!...haiyo
she looked like she can explode anytime~!..haha
kk
byee

i love blogging

2009-06-28T21:31:00.001+08:00

windows live writer is cool! its superrrrrr cooooll!!

currently blogging through windows live.

blogging is way easier now!

anywayy..lemme tell you something.

printing certificates are like so scaryy!…

and, AND especially if its NOT yours!..

pn.tan asked me to print all the certificates for the mssd (tennis) players..

and i cannot imagine what would happen i print one wrongly…

whenever i click the print icon..i automatically start praying!..

IT IS DAMN SCARY I TELL YOU!

one more cert left , cmon pray with me!

my lazy feet

2009-06-28T21:25:00.001+08:00

apparently i have a lazy feet!

so my feet does not move fast enough!

god!

help me!

and my lazy feet!

signing out!

exams!

2009-06-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

we got most of our results di!..and i think it sucks~..hahha..everyone is complaining...its just not good enough..
form 2 dont even have to study can score damn high...form 3 study oso cannot get a~..but people say pmr will be easier~..idk..lets just wait and see!...sometimes when you think deeply..life is like aimless...its like personal satisfacion only!..ahaha...aihhh...eyelids getting heavier!..such a sad way to end this post somehow..ahaha..nites poeple!

-sounds like a stupid post!..well, it was just to keep my blogggie blog updated~-

malacca

2009-06-14T21:33:00.002+08:00

this thursday..my father told us he's going to malacca...got some work to do there..my mom and i tagged along!..first he went to a company..then once we reach the inner part of malacca mom said she was hungry..so we ate at a chinese shop..i ate wan tan noodles..dad ate kuey teow..and mom ate fried rice..the food there damn cheap compared to food sold in subang jaya...my wantan noodles was just 3 bucks..
our whole lunch(food only) was less that 10 bucks..damn cool..then it was abt 12 edi..went we decided to walk..walk,walk,,and reached the museum..went in..gosh..damn alot of things to see in there!!..quite surprised..we din reli go around the whole museum i think..coz ad had to go back there to the commpany..and i had tuition..so we left at 3.00 yes alomost 3 hrs!!..its damn cool!then..we went back..haha..before that we ate again at another shop at about 5 something..yeah its a SHORT trip..hahha..but somehow it was fun and peaceful without my bro craping all day long~...kayy...bb!

dog

2009-06-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

there is a dog in my house.
no one seems to know it exist except me.
i dont know what to do with it.
it sucks.
the dogs attitude is the worst attitude i have ever seen.
the dog shows no respect.
the dog is dumb but acts smart.
the dog wastes money but i dont know if it realizes for its a dog.
i'll update more later or i might just delete this post.
gtg now.
bb

children

2009-06-10T16:50:00.001+08:00

this is a poem written by khalil gibran or kahlil gibran..im not so sure..
according to my aunt , he is a famous poet...
check out this poem :

And a woman who held a babe against her bosom said, 'Speak to us of Children.'

And he said:

Your children are not your children.

They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.

They come through you but not from you,

And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts.

For they have their own thoughts.

You may house their bodies but not their souls,

For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.

For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.

The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.

Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;

For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable.

friendly reminder

2009-04-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

exams coming up...about one month left..study hard pmr-ers and spm-ers..just a short post to remind you. so close your comp and take your sejarah book ;-)have fun!!

biggest loser

2009-04-15T13:17:00.002+08:00

you're right bran!..im pathetic!....finally i agree with you..i could have won her easily...i wasted all my freaking ponits..
well , she was consistent ,
and i thought i was consistent too? ,
wasn't i?
well thats what most of them told me ,
it just sucks , the fact that i can't get back there tommorow,
i lost not because she was better than me ,
i think i was overconfident and too relaxed ,
i could have won her easily ,
its just not my day i think?
no matter what i say ,
the fact is....
I LOST TO A 13 YEAR OLD N**B!!

wooohooo

2009-04-13T17:35:00.002+08:00

helloo...did not go schoool today...should i blog about 'it'?..should i not?....maybe i should...well..maybe no?...ahh..no need la!...kayyy...its a damn freaking short post!..coz idk what to write..so..bb!

oopsie

2009-04-11T12:22:00.000+08:00

OOPS..i spammed my own blog...lazy to remove lah...if i gt time i'll remove them next time..=)

isit really the 2 or isit just me?

2009-04-11T12:13:00.002+08:00

well...ysterday got 800m finals ....so..we went mpsj..and suprisingly perempuan kelas 2 oni got 4 runners...including me...supposed to have more but they all din come...haiyooo..idk what to feel when i saw that...anyway..my nombor larian was 2222.....damn happy wei!..when i saw teacher to take my number ....the first number i saw was 1221 and i was like..eh..that num so nice..then..i saw 2212..and i repeated myself..lol..then teacher gave me mine and said kamu punya lagi cantik..and i was like huh?..then i saw my number was 2222!!!..LOL..damn nice rite...:P...then back to mpsj there..i stood at the second lorong..at first i was leading..actually after the 1st round..i was like..gosh...can i finish it ah?..but somehow i kept jogging..jogjogjogjogjogjog...then...the last 100m yoke sim ran..i tried to push myself..i w a s this c l o s o t o h e r!...but the garisan penamat was too near..and i gave up..so overall i got second..hmmm...notice all the 2's in my life just in one day?nombor larian 2222 , stood on the 2nd lorong , and gt 2nd placing ...=)

isit really the 2 or isit just me?

2009-04-11T12:13:00.001+08:00

isit really the 2 or isit just me?

2009-04-11T12:13:00.000+08:00

new blog skin

2009-04-06T16:29:00.002+08:00

any comments anyone?...now thats a post and now my blogs updated!...so NO COMPLAINS..LOL

Marley and Me

2009-04-03T16:02:00.002+08:00

i watched marley and me...amazing..actually i watched in during the school hols but forgot to post bout it in my previous post...like who cares anyway?...haha..its a nice movie...great..but towards the ending...zzz....please bring ur tissues along!...its damn freaking sad....especially the part where marley was........ahh~ go watch yourself:P...

oh well

2009-03-28T10:41:00.002+08:00

just another post....just came back after scouts..and you know what sometimes the guys can really freak you out~.zz....*skip*...so later gt tuiton ......eeeeyyyyyeeerrrr..actually i had alot to blog about but since i delayed all of them i forgot all....HAHAHAH..isnt that funny?...blablabla...owh yea..i delayed them because i did not get a chance to actually sit down and blog..everytime i go online...sure have to hurryyyyyyy..zz....like now..later gt tuition...see.told'cha..newayy...i cant wait for tennis mssd to be over....i dont have a good feeling bout it...haihh....neway its coming soon...and exams results were overall okayyy...not to say too good...but!....zz*skip*zz.....wait and seeeeee!next term hopefully can do better...lolx..kayy..i wanna go watch movie..=) bye. wait patiently for my next post..which most likely will be delayed oso...
*WINK* ;)

new post!

2009-03-13T20:28:00.002+08:00

finally , i get to go online...neway..today quite alot of people from my school went to korbu..rite after exam...i din feel like going until today..:(..even yesterday night i was like..sleep on bed wayyyy nicer than in tent..haih...but today see them go like...ish damn nice....i was like chanting the whole day..''i want to go''....haih...pathetic?shut up brandon! :P...so sad..neway exams are over FINALLY today....exam was not bad...wait for the results lah!..haih...looking forward for holidays...hmmmm...idk what else to write...owh ya!..brandon can be an excellent cheerleader..he practises hard everyday..he goes ''k-o-m-a-t-i'' ko-ma-ti...trust me its perfect..but bran..unfortunately..our school dont have cheerleading...AWWWWW....pathetic...haha...since im not inspired by anyone or anything lately i shall go now...till i get me next inspiration... (brandon you dont inspire me)

as you can see

2009-02-22T17:06:00.002+08:00

i know there are some obvious changes in my blog..since it has been ages since i touched keys on my keyboard i think i did some changes and it turned out ugly..and i was bored so i just left it like that..i hate changing skins or making big changes to my blog as they take forever~~...so since i did one..and its not nice ...i left it like that..and totally forgot about it till brandon told me..HAHA..

if its confusing dont crack your head trying to figure out what it is..just ask me....:)and i hate cboxes...not gonna talk bout it for long long time..hahahha..so~ exams coming...and before that..there was merentas desa in my school..on the 15th of feb..sunday..since pn.tan said it will start at 7.10 i thought wake up like usual time la..than...on that day...the alarm rang ....at 6..normal la..but i slept again...woke up and it was like about 10.mins more to 7...[i think]......rushed like crazy..and when i reached school...i saw everyone so relaxed ....zzzz *i could have been sleeping longer*.....then..*skip* saw gen n sarah i think..if im not mistaken we went toilet..ahhahha..then...we berkumpul at t.perhimpunan....*skip*...*skip*...*skip*...*skip*...went back...then*skip..*skip*...*skip*...slept...and woke up the next morning... :) ..sounds fun?

resting~

2009-02-07T22:55:00.001+08:00

i need some rest..so i wont be blogging for quite some time..=)nonononono.im not abandoning my blog.........yet!

updates!!~~=D

2009-01-29T23:07:00.003+08:00

well....today was great..wen tuition..i kinda dont reli like the history teacher~...he will like ask some questions..that if you're answer is wrong he'd say '' bagus saudari , jawapan yang salah!''....WHAT LA~!!....as if getting it wrong isnt humiliating enough..~zz..and he looked at me and was like..are you okay?..you dont seem right...are u sick?..do u have any problems?..do u have any health problems?...*me*.A BIG NO-NO!!..im wayy fine than you think i am!..haha..ANYWAY..i have something better to tell you..

have you like , been in a situation where one of your relative is often admitted to hospital..
i have this gramma's sister..she is like having this lack of blood thing..so if you have that thing you get very tired...*fast-forward*...there was this day saturday if im not mistaken..mum went out...so dad working...so me and bro was like lepaking at .....home!..haha..so fun~...not!..not bad though..then..*fast-forward again*..dad was back..so we decided to go out for dinner and before that to hospital...so we went...she was really weak...gila gila weak...crazy..!..though i din suspect anything coz its kinda a normal thing for someone who is admitted to seem really sick!then..somehow my mum was heading home anyway..so she just came to the hospital..since its on the way..then came the doctor...he obviously asked her some questions..then...he was like telling my dad..come..i wanna talk to you..i busy-bodily followed...hehe..then..the doctor was like..shes not well..and all...i forgot what he said la..its gonna be about a week rite?...BUT it sounded very much like this..be prepared for the worst..if she collapses we wont resuscitate ....can you imagine what i was thinking..*jaw-dropped* ...i was like...yeah..totally crazy..haha..kla..thats the fun part..haha..shes getting MUCH better now..she can talk and all edi..like normal ady la~...=D..

so on sunday we went to pavillion ..that night..it was all crazily expensive..then we were walking and all....lots of white people..hmmm....walk and walk...and saw some street performance and all...then saw a guy holding a snake..and one man went in front to take picture with it...~blah crazy....why do smtg so crazy when there are things like photoshop..=]...anyway went out for dinner in brickfields...in a restaurant called gem...NOT geN but geM...*haha*....mmm..decent food...not like brando*...why talk bout brando* here..wasting my time and energy only...HAHA..then went back and was DAMN full!..slept..

so on tuesday dad left oversea again~...he left really early...about 6 i guess...idk the exact time coz i was busy ....ZZzzzZZzZZZzZzZZzZZZzZzZzZZZzzzzzzZZZZzzzZZzzZzZz-ing.....really long rite...then i think we went to hospital again .....boring giler~...came back at abt 6 pm ITHINK...then..*fast-forward*at night..we wree watching some movie..we as in me and my bro...then got ' the nanny' at 12.30..watch it ..then bro slept..i stayed to watch another movie...hm..it feels good! 'wedding daze'...though i have watched that movie millions of time..its still great!..the movie end at 2.30..i went to sleep at 2.35...=>..the next day mum woke me up at 7.30 :(..well..she doesnt know what time i slept yesterday...HAHA!..went to celcom!...lazy to tell for what la....kayy..fine..since you soo desperate i tell you..to register as a new member..and things like that..we went to lots of places actually just to get registered..=D....it was fun..but yes..i WAS s-l-e-e-p-yzzZZZZzZZZzzZZZZzz......then...i din take evening nap to prevent myself for sleeping late again~!=D..i seriously needed some rest!....then idk what happen la..yes!..miss sum's was here..WAS..=D.....well...i told you today was great!..why u waiting for the updates someore?...=>

-bye-

morning is lovely

2009-01-25T13:54:00.002+08:00

its a lil' quiet in here dont you think so?..
well form 3 rocks!..no..dont get me wrong! its not bcoz of science ...its just the way it is...morning..wake up early not at 8 something~[like afternoon session]....haha..!!..i love that..and the best part is when you walk to school...especially when i leave my house at about 6.59...rofl..the cool air/breeze/fresh air ahh~.its sounds perfect!...and then once i reach school , relax abit , chat abit , then duty , then ....o.O *SHUSH* O.o....then study!..isnt it just wayyyy better than afternoon session..i never thought morning session was this great!..i always had the-teacher-will-kill-you-even-if-you-din-do-any-mistake kinda impression!..:P..not bad not bad!..got a few things/'events' coming up~...im not exactly ready..=|
wait for the next update!..patiently..it might take some time..hehe

-bye-

f-o-r-g-e-t-f-u-l-l m-e

2009-01-14T15:11:00.002+08:00

ahh!..i forget things so fast....HATE IT...i usually get scoldings from parents because of that..anyway..today had wbs...so.went to library and saw form2s[almost typed from 1s..lol!]...there were doing some science stuff according to chia yan!...before that natasha came to me and asked for compasses .. since 3b is like the 2nd floor..i said i'd give it to her after recess...then i went to eat...eat eat eat..then went and bertugas...shawn came with abel [AS USUAL xp]..they talked and talked..and of course i din understand!..lol..they were speaking in chinese...had a hard time guessing what it was all about..anyway..they told me oso later..then idlan came and abel left..lol!...idlan was saying the place we bertugas is very strategic..i like it oso anyway!..haha..then recess was over and we went to bp...coz got rehearsal for pn.rubiah's bday....then i went to toilet with gen , hoping clumsily !..haha..went back to class and pn.habibah gave her death glares...but she din say anything luckily!...then later got science ..on the way to lab..looked down and saw natasha a.k.a nat..lol!.. see...u forgot bout me-giving-her-the-compass-thing-oso-rite?...same laH!..i oso forgot! till i saw her!..wanted to give ger but then tomoro go maths...and imagine me going in the class without compasses...bad idea..so i just walked to lab..so....SORRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYY NATASHA!!..i forgot!..it sounds so familiar..but unfortunately..i did FORGET..u can ...er?..spam!..i wont mind ..lol!haha..okiez.............

-bye-

hum de dum

2009-01-13T16:11:00.002+08:00

haloo!...guess what happen that day..!
lol!..our teacher still thinks we are kiddos and she gave one of my classmates 3 STARS!!
haha..roflolmao!
xD...so anyway..yesterday got fire breakout in usj 1 i think...man can you believe this.?? I WAS WALKING PASS IT!..actually not that close la~....from where i usually walk..!..u can reli see it wei!...it was something i never saw before...i mean..such a big thing burning..WOW.!..awesome!!..haha..jkjk..

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anyway..today we had the signing up for which club u wanna join thing..it was damn annoying..we were not told what to do..all we know was 17 fomr3s were needed to help..help what? where? zzz!..then...pn bachan came shouting..as usual at the prefects!
:(...bother her~..
i think it was okay at last..though some of them din get to join what they wanted coz it was freaking full!...
the whole day in school i was kinda high [NOT DURING KH ..PLZ]..bcoz of some reasons o.o haha *SHUSH*

anyway...got very lil homework today..cheers!..haha..okiez..till i update you next time!..=>

-bye-

public confession

2009-01-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

yes..i am going to confess something here..

dear 'you' ,
you had been so faithful to me ,
you were there when i needed you most , [even if you are not punctual at times]
you are so helpful ,
lots of them love you ,
its just the way you are ,
you ease my pain ,
dear 'you' ....if have to tell that i love you very much
and appreciate you even more ,
your absence is painful while your presence me happy ,
im lucky that i can have you ,
and i wish to thank Him for that .

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DEAR READERS , you must have some hard time guessing who is that 'you'..
its for you to guess.
but i can promise that you all know 'you' very well..
and though you know 'you' very well , you will have a hard time guessing..^^
tell me through msn if you have the answers with you.
.ohh! WARNING: dont try too hard because the answer is obvious but lame.=)..and you can msn me to know the answer anywayy~=D

happy new year~!grins

2009-01-08T16:37:00.002+08:00

:P..happy new year[belated]..
school was great...no maths..i mean got but teachers had meeting..so we 'lepak'!!..yay!..i think this is/was the only free time we had since the 1st day of morn. session .=DDhad prefects meeting after school finish.stayed back a while..idk why sooooo many of them went back:(...if no one noticed , i was the only form3 girl :((...what la~...and..i saw on the whiteboard , this : to anyone who cant attend meetings please see teacher.something like that la~..more or less..........kla..ohh! guess what , today NO HOMEWORK!!..haha..xP

-bye-

2008-12-29T12:38:00.003+08:00

ahh...so long din post..feels good!..ahakss
btw..belated MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone out there..
i wanted to post a post xmas day but i was out..so early.!..at 6..in the morn la of course...hehe..went to a temple in ipoh then went to dads friend;s house..then (ahhh...feling so lazy)..then..took lunch there..then went to a chinese temple .i think its called ipoh cave temple ..awesome!..damn windy..went right up ..then ...OWH YEA!...went to some mall..greentown mall i think..WARNING : never go in there! @.@
then...walk arnd a while..din buy anything though..then before going back went to a dinner..then went back..reached home abt 12.30+...=]

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actually i was supposed to post this long time ago..hehe..buttt...got due to some reasons i couldn't anyway school was awesome..i wonder why most of them said it sucks!..
though we had homeworks ..i mean..its time ppl..wake up..its time for us to complete our homeworks..HAHA..i mean i dont think i completed any of my h.works for form 2..maybe thats one of the reasons im here..but..purrleezz la!...its asha okay!..how am i going to beat her??....:(..but i think bestari is quite fun oso..i got over the sad part..=] thankfully!..and was all ready...and i still am!..ok so..the prefects are a bit like..really focused on what they are doing as a prefect.:( it wasnt a bit like that one year ago..i mean we were wayy more relaxed and as a result you can see the discipline of the form3s now..:P..HAHA!..

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on the 1st day of school .. i thought b class i better..i mean i thought it was more fun!..but on the second day i think a class is more fun :(..my class monitor..s*cks..:(...and i think b class is very dead..few of them said its like that because its the beginning but hope things would get better later on!!..

-bye-

abandoned-yes i know!

2008-12-23T23:17:00.004+08:00

its pretty weird that i know my blog is abandoned and i did not do much to keep it as-what-people-call-it-not-dead..=]
after all its not something which is 'alive'.
i mean the real alive..
okayy~ lets just stop!!..
so...for the sake of not wasting your ''precious time''..i decided to tell you something useful..

THIS GOES TO EVERY CHILD WHOSE PARENTS DOESN'T MIND THEIR KIDS SITTING IN FRONT OF THE TV WHILE HAVING THEIR MEAL.

do not..i repeat DO NOT try eating food while watching TV when there is something disgusting going on ..ESPECIALLY IF YOUR HUNGRY..
its a friendly reminder.
since i did not say the 'akibat' dont just do it!even if its because you wanna find out what will happen.
but if you did before or you dont give a damn bout the-above-thing and you wanna try doing it , please notify me first...i'd gladly have someone to share their experience with me..^^

SO...i guess i'd abandon my blog again..though i dont think i'd be going out..:(
its just that .... ahhh~ i dont care...ok..fine!..i'll tell you..ots because i feel lazy when i think of updating it..HAHA..since there isnt any shit left to write about..its more like doing maths you know...you have to like..THInk and thiNK..and THINK!..

-bye-

owh..there goes another~ post!

2008-12-17T18:53:00.002+08:00

HAHA..i din blog for quite some time..:P
soooo............there was trekking3...=D..
that was wayy easier ...i mean like..serious wei!..its damn easy!
but took some time though..cant remember much about it..all i remmember is ..its EASY!

then..as a matter of fact..i dont have anything to blog about!..LOL..
you asking me why?..its because..
i din go anywhere for hols..
urm..maybe a few places..but i dont think i'd go again for quite some time..
you ask me why again?..its because..my dad went oversea again!!..
LOL..btw..i dono why..but i have this..instinct kind of thing telling me next year would be a better year.;)..yes! *WINK*
haha..and i was wondering if we will have a new headmistress
if yes..then it would increase my anxiety..haha
if no..then i might just be glad!..
=]..
kayy...i am runnning out of ideas...haha..
owh btw!!!
YOU MUSTTTTTT read kennysia's blog..its awesome!..=D
lmao..kla..byeee before you get bored to death..
i mean who would wanna die so fast?

Finallyyyy!

2008-12-09T18:06:00.003+08:00

helloooo.............
GUESS WHAT?..haha..mum said dad's coming back today!..like finallyy...after more than 1 month overseas.....zzZZzz....we couldnt do so many things all this while...hehe..so unfair....:(..urm..guess what?..haha..the comp was on almost the whole day yesterday=D..hehe..^^..er..(dono what else to say)...so next year we are like form 3s..hmm..i wonder how will it be.but most of em' are kinda looking forward to it!..
but since hols are like a few days left...enjoy first!!...haha...coz u've gotta study like shi for the next abt 10 months.^^..and then form 4!!..omg..then 5>>spm..>>no more school..=0!!

marriage blues!

2008-12-07T20:15:00.003+08:00

forced to wake up at 6.00am (@.@) today to attend some function..zzz...it was so far away in a felda area...so far = SO FARR!!!
yishh...got up , got dressed , dropped by a restaurant for breakfast , continued the journey..pheww....it was in a temple..then went my fam. members went to pray i was wandering arnd and saw something someone rarely sees!..there was this dude ..who had fits..:(.first i heard a LOUD thud!...i turned just to found that guy on the floor..it was raining and he was walking down the stairs..i watched with my own EYES!! all by myself..soon everyone started to surround him..then a few ppl carried him and out him aside..haiz..scary..then took lunch there and went to my gramma's house which is on the way back home..so dropped by there ..had some chilled coke and 100plus..change into house clothes ..cleaned up a little since my grandparents are going overseas in a few weeks time..so all the females there did some cleaning..i mopped the house!.haha..its a double-storrey freaking house!!..xP..maybe i shed some calories ..HAHA..after that we came back..=)..had an early dinner and i guess i'd sleep soon..its either i sleep early tonight OR wake up early tomorrow morning!!..:)

trekking2!!

2008-12-06T11:15:00.002+08:00

HAHA..the trekking was great.!.so many slopes to climb and go down..soo fun!....at first i used my legs strength..ran out of it..so i used my hands..to grab the roots and twigs , branches and things like that.=p...then i used my knees strength..dont want to describe more about what i did..xD..then..owh yeah!..here comes the best part!..freezing cold 100 plus!..but it wasnt frozen in it!..o i almost forgot!..there was 2 white dudes..who joined us this time..1 of them was super fast.a.k.a wolf...the second was called titanic..thats what they called themself..the wolf guy was so fast..at the end of it he said the track was too short!haha..but the titanic dude was so f r e a k i n g slow!..yishh..almost everyone was mad with him..then towards the end there was this part where when you come down there is a big drain so you have to move over to the left and then go down..HAHA..the ladies went down first so were were waiting on the road accompanied by a few men..the other were behind us..then that titanis fella he shouted..HAHA..so funny ..he was like ..*scream*f***ing hell!!...xD...haha..lmao..so funny.he said at he hates jungles..xP..haha..pity that fella...everyone was mad with him..HAHA..then at last we completed the run..i thought my hand was bleeding ...coz it was stinging like hel1!!..then i went back home just to see a blue-black mark and alot more bruises..dont you think its worth it after all?

trekking!!

2008-12-04T14:47:00.002+08:00

yess..later going to go trekking....:P..very fun!.
haha..studied a bit in the morning..than did my cross-stitch..trying to finish it before this holidays are over...can you believe it?? i bought it 2 years ago..
i am planing to buy a bigger one if i can finish this one before holidays finish..a bigger one but less complicate one..coz usually the big ones are complicated..especially the ones where they have stream or houses or worse..TREES..it'll take forever to finish..=P..
then had my lunch..and doing this..haha..

2008-12-03T21:12:00.003+08:00

Jasmine the famous blogger's tag...XP..

1. grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 13 and find line 4.
fact , no on really knew anything about her.

2. stretch you left arem out as far as you can.
chair

3. what was the last thing you watched on t.v.?
oprah

4 without looking guess what time is it.
8.25p.m.

5. now look at the clock. what is the actual time?
9.27p.m.

6. with the exception of the computer what can you hear?
nothing`

7. when did you last step outside? what were you doing?
arnd 4.. buying banana fritters

8. before you started this survey, what did you look at?
you!..haha..jus jk.!...the trees

9. what are you wearing?
pyajamas

10. did you dream last night?
nope. ;)

11. when did you last laugh?
when I saw this question

12. what is on the wall of the room you are in?
a waterfall picture, aircond , fluorescent light , my drawings , the fan switch

13. seen anything wierd lately.
yes..my cousin..XD..jus jk..a game to be exact

14. what do you think of this quiz?
... i wonder what is it for?..anyone can tell me?

15. what was the last film you saw?
vaaranam aayiram (tamil) xP

16. if you became a multi-millionaire over night, what would you buy?
happiness..XD..jus jk la!..er? musical instrument , pencil box , a phone , a house , a car , more storyboks , clothes , accesories , a FEW (yayy) tennis racquets , everything tennis needs , paintings , a new brother(jus jk!) , thats all..if i had another choice.. i would donate it all...to all the homes and spca and paws and ppl who needs it more than me..

17. tell me something about you that i don`t know
i iron my own clothes?..XD

18. if you could change one thing about the world regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
stop war..create more ''peacefulness''haha..and conserve and preserve nature..stop pollution..

19. do you like to dance?
urm..? i dont mind doing it.

20. george bush:
WAS poor and IS rich!

21. imagine your first child is a girl, what would you name her?
i never thought of that!

22. imagine your first child is a boy, what would you name him?
never thought of this too! xP

23. would you ever consider living abroad?
yes.. i mean why not?

24. what do you want God to say when you reach the pearly white gates?
you made it through all the obstacles and led a successful and happy life.welcome to a better place.

25. 6 people who must also do this in their journal:

i. sarah
ii. natasha
iii.elayne
iv.patricia
v.kar yern
vi. YOU!

PIZZA!!

2008-12-03T20:39:00.002+08:00

yay...GUESS WHAT??...heheh...i did pizza today..yes..u read that rite..DID....*proud of myself*
XD....not the whole thing..but i played a big role..haha..i did the toppings and b4 that i did the dough..i mean lyk flattening it on the plate..my mum did the dough..and my cousin was here..so she cut the ingredient like pineapple and stuff...weee~..so fun..too bad no picture...HAHAHAH..then we ate it..it was delicious..*yummy*...haha...

>> sumeeta : If you found this , CONGRATS...!!XD

9 words

2008-12-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

haha..i just found this somewhere..random stuff

Nine words women use...

1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something , and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4.)Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It

5.)Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing

6.)That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard. before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.(not reli..)^^

7.)Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint[:(..so mean..women DO SAY thx]. Just say you're welcome.

8.)Whatever> : Its a women's way of saying fck you!(HAHA)

9.)Don't worry about it, I got it Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.Then you RUN!

CONCLUSION : this might be quite true about 98% accurate..;)SO FUN!!haha

title oh title `

2008-11-30T14:10:00.001+08:00

i just realized i dont put title in most of my posts..XD..i just forget 'em......^^...i was supposed to watch twilight on wed. but i guess i cant make it><..thx to some ppl...yishh...freaking mad i tell you....:(

2008-11-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

HEY...GUESS WHAT?XD..i just went out to watch a movie on friday nite..^^YAY..my first outing this holidays excluding a visit to my csns house..it was a nine o' clock show..tamil movie..my first one..as in my first time watching a tamil movie in theatre..it was ok. to me.the story was like there is this guy and a girl..he falls for her..went he was going home after his finals ..they met in a train..while going back..and they reached home and all..and when things settled down..he went to her house to meet her..then she said she will be leaving to US to further her studies in a few days more..so he was upset..and he went home..and hes supportive parents told him to go and meet her in US...so he went..and they travelled arnd while shes still studying..like you noe..during her break and things like that..after 3 beautiful months..one of his last days there..she had some assignments to do..so she had to go to this place and on her last day there..terrorists bombed the building..and she died..he was so upset..like you cn imgaine rite..she fell in love with him too..^^haha..before she died la of course.then he started taking drugs...and all..but hes parents managed to stop him on time..and so on...it had only 1 comment it seems..:too draggy..3 hours..

.my aunts were like saying it was super nice...and things like that..o.o.so came back at 12.00 and what more?..sleep la..i've been a very good girl this holz..hmmm..i wonder why?..i sleep on time..arnd 11 and wake up arnd 9...=D.

2008-11-28T14:34:00.002+08:00

hey......so
i was supposed to blog bout some stuff..
but i forgot what was it..!!
haha..too bad!
btw its not that fun oso..
just another boring part
part of my life
boring part of my life..
urm...the most unusual thing bout this holidays IS...
im doing things i NEVER did yesteryears..=D
u wanna noe what isit?
*tada*
its STUDYING!!
haha...its actually Quite fun...u should try it..
but u know..its not like studying for exams...just to
KILL TIME!
if there is anything better to do..tell me..
and i have'nt visit my hometown YET.. :(
thx to SOME ppl..
and i have'nt miss school yet!..
its a good thing..!!
kla..update u with my boring lifeless dead life , NEXT TIME!!
buh---bye!

2008-11-24T15:59:00.003+08:00

hi...the purpose of this blog is just to 'update' my blog...the holidays have started..and stayed over at my csns house...and..btw..its already 24th...soon..novemeber will end!..and there will be new year..can say i am looking forward to it..^^...=D......

btw..i cant help but wonder..why people just act at times..i mean like..super dramatic..yisshhhh....no fun!!........

2008-10-30T22:02:00.004+08:00

O.o..exams!!!..haha....just finished bm 2 and science 1 and maths 2 and anglish 1...sobs...WAY more to go...!..but thinking of the amount i have to study...mmm....i dont think its more than what you've got to study in form four!!=).....haiz...its getting damn sad..can you imgaine this:6 MORE DAYS....till im done with form 2....and after this...i have to be serious in my life...pmr form 4 spm..maybe stpm(2 years :[ )...and god noes wats next!!...haha...sometimes it all just sounds so exciting..!!...but sometimes its so sad thinking that i only have 3 more years of schooling life..about 1000 days left!!....lets cry!!....haha...

ouchh!

2008-10-22T10:24:00.003+08:00

well...the worst place you can jaga is tangga..BLOK A!!!!!!
firstly..there's a lot of teachers using it..but!..alot of students oso..and worst...prefects claiming themsleves as PREFECTS not students...!and that doesnt make them teachers to use tht stairs rite?...and yes..so many people had been hurt at the tangga place..right there!..yes.!! there..~!..haiz...bruises, internal bleeding, swollen hand, external bleeding, and many more..owh..did i miss heartache?:(...lol..haha..so to anyone who jaga there in the future..good luck!.

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btw..the picture shows a tennis star..=D..who's into modeling now..but still plays tennis.swt!..lol..ambitious.

hey hey

2008-10-21T10:57:00.002+08:00

so this is the new skin!...loads of thanks to natasha!!..she helped me ALOT..with this new skin..lol..i've got so much more to learn about it...school is sooo boring...especially moral..guess who's the teachers..her name sounds very similar to a music instrument!!..i bet you've guessed it right!..well...as stated in jasmine's blog...about 3 weeks left..be happy form 1's...you guys are going to be SENIORS!!!...woohoo!and to my fellow form 2's...lets cry!!..its morning session..and the teachers are wayyy creepier..so are the students..!!..and lots of new teachers name to be learnt!!..(owh...not again!)..and and..we are JUNIORSS!!!!..and the worst..PMR!!....its all gonna start again..ur upsr life..but just lil' bit worse..haha...think about spm!!..like more than 10 subjects!!...but i don think it will be as difficult as we think it is...well..who knows?..lets just wait and see!!

2008-10-18T15:03:00.001+08:00

im definitley not good with new templates!..i dont know how to handle them!!geezzz!!!!!!!

2008-10-17T09:58:00.003+08:00

..i change the skin..so the picture cant fit in..how sad!..but that doesnt mean i dont love you all..XD..

tadaa!

2008-10-17T09:34:00.005+08:00

these few days..i sleep less!..amazing...haha..my record is on the bed till 12 afternoon!!!...=D..but now..seep past 1....wake up 7.30...owh btw..i just read tht people who sleep less has a shorter life span..*oops...coz their heart has to work extra harder!btw..i love coffee!!addictive..

oh my gov.

2008-10-16T10:48:00.005+08:00

how crazy can the government get?..they just purchased some eurocopter stuff....and the most craziest thing is is used for military purpose!!..like hello?..we aint in a war now..and another crazy fact..it costs 2.3 BILLION!!!!they decided to buy this when there was another one for arnd 838 million..whose money isit??....our money!..imagine if it was given as aid to poor families...even if they gave rm10,000 to each poor family ...imagine how many of them could have been benefited....imagine how many students can actually further their studies if it was given away as scholarships?...and most of the time..you can see or haer in news saying tht this helicopte crashed here and *so n so* passed away in the crash...go to wikipedia for more info about the eurocopter!

too confident!

2008-10-16T10:41:00.003+08:00

imagine just a week before the final term exams...
bm kertas 2 novel-12/20
m3-not enough practice
science- i got 6 question right and another fella got like 13?
sej-so low till i don dare count my marks..

well..all this while i thought i could score higher than my mid term examination..but now..im afraid i might not be able to do it!...even the question i never thought i would get wrong..i got wrong..it is like one of the easiest questions prepared for sejarah..while bm...the first sentence i wrote doesnt even make sense...well..i think his is what you get when ur over confident!

tuesday!

2008-10-15T15:30:00.004+08:00

so its the holz...though i had to go school the first 3 days for extra classes...not that bad!..haha..owh yeah..one of these days..tuesday to be exact..during the class tambahan teacher ask those sitting behind to sit in front..so kl sat beside me..DAMN SIAL..he put the fan facing him..means the wind has to pass through me to reach him...and my hair keeps falling down..because the fringe is too short to be put behind the ears..!..HOW SAD!...then my hand was like on my hair 24/7..LOL..and he said why is hair so precious..then i said if its not why he din botak..hehe..damn sial..few more minutes of same conversation..i moved to sit behind..bside khai sheng..he got a new phone..so like..SUPER SHOW OFF!...hehe..wat else can you do except being like : =.=..haha..guys these days..!

2008-10-13T13:21:00.004+08:00

so..yeah..i missed the frisbee dinner....dont regret it that much though....HAHAHAHA.socialize socialize socialize...dont socialize dont socialize dont socialize...!urgh...parents...!but hey wait a minute ..if they dont do that they arent parents rite?=D

2008-10-13T13:13:00.003+08:00

aha....some here am i..with my frens...god noes how much i miss them!sobs..i just wanna go back to my std.6..for ONCE!...but yess...its impossible...sobs...its okay..i shouldnt be complaining too much..coz barely 4 years form now..i can see myself saying..how i wish i could go back to secondary school for onc.e..lol..my cousin once said...enjoy your schooling life while you still can
!...and ..i am trying to ...hehe..;)..so..practically the main reason i put prefects picture up there is because most of my frens are prefects..and just to tell them that i love them..they are great!..it was so nice going through the probation and prefects installation..being seniors..fighting..blaming and laughing..and not to forget the crying..with you guys...!i hope we can always cherish those moments!!

2008-10-13T13:07:00.004+08:00

Yay...my blogs got modified...=)))..looks whole lot better now!..dont you agree?...lol..so..all this while i did not blog..y?..coz i was too bz reading urs!..i was blog-surfing..it was nice ..coz its weird how we are all connected..!its a small world after all....owh owh!..i just realized blogs with pictures are more interesting...exams coming soon...its like 23rd one paper..continue on 30th and 31st..then 4th 5th and 6th...owh how sad..coz 6th is the second last day in school...and we'll be getting our results next year!...how sad..and plus next year got pmr and worse its morning session..AAAAAA....discipline there is much better than ours..meaning the teachers all oso strict!:(...i hope i dont give up to eazy next year...i imagined this time next year..what woud we be doing...arnd pmr time..damn scary!...bye..lol.

2008-09-20T12:59:00.004+08:00

halo...like why did my font change?...but it doesnt matter does it..ok..well...i had a fever on monday..last monday..i was waiting to do nothing but get back home..i did not reli wanted to go to school actually..but there was living skills class on that day..and teacher was going teach accounts....like its a topic ..=.=..and we must study iy for the final term exam...urgh...im so dead..i've got my history projects still not done .. and yes..i had dengue fever..it was much fun during that time..LOL..

1. i can forget about school.

2. no tuitions..

3. no school=no probs..

4.no homewroks..

5. no folios temporarily ..

6. sleep whenever you want. (YAY)

but yes..once i was back to school...it did feel abit weird..some of my freinds look different..LOL...some said you noe ah..if u got fever..and if it gets too high...it might damage your brains..=.=.....some said..O.O..where were you all this while..lol..and all sorts of remarks..haha...

but then i dont wanna tell my hospital experience here...its very lame..lol..like duh..wht else you do other than eat sleep watch tv or complain bout the food..hahaz..and..yes..i missed a lot of things and news HOT news..lol..since i din go to school for abt 1 week +....and the first day i got back to school...i was more towards watching and observing...i felt a bit new to the place..like what am i suposed to do now..Oo..halau these students...right!..i forgot..(oops)...=D....and...its again the same stuff....but yesterday .friday..we had P.E....it wasnt muct fun was it?...its just like tecaher explain this and that chose some leaders..and then we were separated to 10 groups...chose another leader-genevieve-=)...and then went down and did some exercise...and you noe what..we shall warm up this week and play the following week...seriously..i just wonder how dumb can things get at times..and another thing is after the warm up...we must play badminton among ourselve as in the teams we were separated into earlier..so..the other teamates..must give points according to your friends performance..like how they serve and stuff...isnt that plain stupid..like obviously you're gonna say she can do this and that..so whats the point.?...but yes..we must play first before giving points...so genevieve and sarah were paying and i were supposed to give points...like i din even noe wat to do..and them it was time to go back..and before tht..we acted like noobs...eg:..owh so this is badminton ar..?....icic...hehe...and we were laughing..which is something we did the whole P.E.,..HAHA ....and then it was time to go back..and then sarah went back first coz she said her mum was waiitng for her outside..so bye bye edi..then she left..then me n gen were talking....then kar yern joined us...then bla bla...the went back!

=)

2008-08-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

hi people...im back!...geez..well...i just wanna say that i dono how people's got just so much to blog about....i tried to find 'inspiration'*fulamak*.....but i dont find anything nice..?..like som of them just talk bout like..they went here and there and then here again..and then they go out makan...and there they will be typing out all these craps....holy shit!!:P..well.maybe thats what a blog is right?....swt!..:for us to reminisces back whatever we did when we were young and yada yada yada....=)....i just dont know what to write...maybe coz there isnt anything interesting to brag about or?...isit that i dont want some people to know what am i writing about..oopsit..hahaz..so well..yeah..someday i just think about what would i do after SPM....damn sien....whether will i be studying here or oversea?..will i get scholar...or what am i gonna be in another 10 years?...will i still be this close or closer to my frens?...will i ever see back some of my frens?...swt...the thing is i will get answres to these questions.....SOMEday......i just wish i had clues about my future.....=/..life MIGHT be better...haiz..owh yea...i also realized that i should pray more....;)..and watch more movies...and bake more stuff...and eat!!!...yes..i can just eatttt...and eattt....=)....and btw when i was small..as in young young that time...i hated roti canai..and 100 plus...but now ..who can actually live without them?hehe...and i like coffee....and i've got some dreams....which i daydream about sometimes...well..haha..not really daydream...just think about sometimes....i canT tell you THAT..!..hehe....well.thats all for now...ciaozz...!

2008-08-19T17:03:00.003+08:00

nyehehe...hi people...im back!..well..really long since i last blogged...but its kinda getting bored to type down everything that happenened..so u noe me?...hardcore lazeh!!!..heheehe...so well most of the thing which happened was..:
A)Hari perlantikan
B)Frisbee dinner(though i din go)
C)08.08.08-my school is official on this date..it really suprised myself...coz i thought it was official already..
D)badminton competition
E)scouts last meeting
F)my friends b'day party

it was very fun during this events..though not all..like example on 08.08.08.....i was so dissapointed by my school teachers....its so sad that they DO NOT treat people like people..like wat the hell? they think only they are tired..only they need to rest?..only they've got feelings?...wtf..damn swt..

btw i think this blogs mostly gonna be like cmplains and stuff..bla bla...damn tiring to write out so..i dowan write..hehe..so u will not noe about it...and btw its safer that way...hahazzz....and my frens birthday...

thats like a new chapter in my life.....
well..mainly coz its of the friends i met there...friens meaning my old school friends...some were super as in SUPER stuck up......fine lor...than got la..many many characters....
some changed alot some din change at all...some grew taller....bla bla..well...i don really wanna talk about it simply because i just dont know how to put this whole thing right....so..i'll drop it there....owh yea..this look like the worst post ever you have read coz it sucks..coz my mood isnt right...and i guess someday im just gonna go through my posts and say things like..omg i din noe i was so lame once..and this and that..lol....

gah..thats all..i donoe wat else to say..just for the sake of posting a blog i posted this.....hehe.....ciaozzz!

2008-07-04T12:29:00.004+08:00

so...kinda long i din blog..:P..no time.haha..too bz..and owh yea..i putus cinta..;)..wif frisbee..haha...alot of things happen during frisbee..alot as in ALOT!..haiz..made new friends [duh]...get to noe people closer and eventually got to noe their true colour...TT...and owh yea..lemme start on monday..monday was just like other monday except for one thing...our manipulative skills teacher was absent from school...so hell yeah! it was fun!..then during perhimpunan.damn sad..normaly if ky was there he would make sure EVERYTHING was ready. but monday he di come coz he just came back from camping in sg.chongkak..heard it was VERY tiring...so during assembly .. i was conducting ..and yes! i messed it ..:P..hehe..first it was already 6.30 and i couldnt even find the song cd ..neither could i find alarick.!ketua perhimpunan~~!.then found wai lik and he pointed at kl..wth..who is the alaricks assistant???...and then found the cd in the radio itself...[~~~~]...and the PA system wasnt working well...whers the k.perhimpunan..? in the toilet..![owh yea ..he WAS there!].wth?..then i wasnt reli serious while emceeing..like ..urm..kinda NOT SERIOUS..n btw i WAS freaking out {LIL BIT}..hehe.i dono why?..it isnt like its the first time im doing it..sad!!..haha..so it WAS messy....and thats all....went back..mum was like ..hurry..go get ready..gtg hospital...then i said...to visit [xxx] isit?..she said yeah!.and i said [o]...and then got ready..and go visit .... on the way back.. decided to have supper...then went back lor.!=D

TUESDAY

nothing much hapened..or i thnk i don remember..

WEDNESDAY

my aunt and uncle came back from overseas...so u noe...the doggy had to go back....aww so sad...

then thursday..
morning went for frisbee...and ^&*() i dont want to talk about it!...it was disastreous..well..it might be obvious i am exagerating(i forgot how to spell).........so lets drop that topic!

WOOF WOOF!!!

2008-06-23T20:51:00.003+08:00

the title says it all..well..not realy...but .........~!

so yesterday din go anywhere coz aunt going oversea...so..her doggy had nowhere else to stay....so you can guess what happenned next!..duh..its in my house..brought her walking today morning..after puttin on her leash..arnd 2 steps then saw a cat and the stairs..ZZZ..at 7.30 in the morning..wtf..told dad and he said..cat oso u cannot halau ah?....:'(..sedih giler!..shoo the cat oso that crazy thing doesnt wanna move..TT..then at last it went off..PHEW!!...then walk edi..bla bla..done...then nthing much..it was sleeping...if i moved lil bit..it'll wake up..and then stretch itself and go back to sleep...lolx..arggh...it made me wake up at 7..and now its sleeping...swt!..then came back from school..thought it was time for it to go for a walk..afetr bathing ..brought it down for a while...decided to bring it further coz then it'll get tired and just shut up..hehe..then suddenly..*jeng jeng jeng jeng*...i turned around..and guess what..?..i saw two stray dogs..i felt like...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....wth???.then this doggy..it started barking...the one i was holding..i was like...hey..shut up..!but well..u noe!they're dogs..lol..i felt like running away with it..but ..thought twice and decided not to coz..i scared later those strays will chase after us..so was like walk faster only...then they were following......well!.actually this is my third time being followed by dogs...TT...i dont reli like them .....ZzzzZZZz..then all the barking started...i was like hey..SHUT UP!.....but din work..so somehow they managed to keep quiet.and everything over di..went back bbla bla...then..owh yea..i just realized i have migraine....TT...i seriously hate them..and most of my friends always mistaken me for emoing nowadays..sigh...some even told someone that i change alot?..i where got change?..:'(but that tuesday i did have a reli bad migraine..plus i had everyone coming to me and saying i wan the list..when can you give me?....*sob sob*..my printer's ink oso finshing edi..lol...and got folios to do..maybe i wont use printer for the folio..so i sat down in library..with my migraine..and file.and papers..and pencil..write write write...finished 4 papers of list...ZZZZzzZZzZ ..then anjulie offered to help me..THANKS...MWAKZ...:Pthen went somewhere..did something..then julie came..she thought i was crying..lol..i wasnt la...ok~ maybe 1% of me was...LOL...i cant help it lar!...then..went to canteen bought water..went back library..haiz..then the next day got maths...:'(..the saddest part...our teacher went for maternity leave...well thats not sad actually..haha..the sad part is when her brother took her place..yeah..i noe its so sweet~~!awww...but wth...he so ganas...damn scary....lol..i kena marah...WTF.i dont give a damn bout that..but the reason i shed tears was coz of the ***********.....damn sien~~...then borrowed kar yerns book to finsh my work..first time in my life im so serious in finishing my home work..:(..haiz..then..i also skipped dance..:P..not purposely though...and kl was like..maduh-..30 minutes u oni finish 1 pg?..haha..i never thought i would be so slow oso..:p..then went back got tuition...came back at 10.30...then asked mom wheres dad..havent come back yet...then ..oni i knew he went overseas.....WTH..no one told me?...ZzZzZ..he left before i woke up..but that doesnt mean my family cant tell me rite?...*sobsob*..then did maths ..10 pages until 12.30..+...the sleep lor..the next day woke up at arnd 9...hehe..did bm ...salin'ed' nota from naimi.....thenwent to school..then anjulie helped me with my hw...art...she drew for me...damn sweet rite she?...and somoere damnnnnnnnnnnnice her drawing....i can see her future as a professional artist..lol..jus jk la..but seriously..that picture was seriously nice...then..maths time again...this time was scary oso...super scary.then okok edi...phew*...lol..kl was like 25 min.more , 21 min.more....then yada yada yada..then yesterday finish edi..so sad..woke up today morning arnd 8...then dad and i were like...'haiz..time is flying...yea..damn fast...yeah..today is already 27 june...like we just entered the month of june..so fast ending edi..'.then he oso went to work..then finish la..now i onlining oni..sigh*.

aloha!

2008-06-20T08:47:00.003+08:00

im back and this time not in a very jovial mood!...im not sure why..and i dont want to find out either..so a few days ago there was basketball competition among classes...then play play...first round against 1 bestari...not bad though...fell in love with that game...then qualified to semifinals edi.....:P..lost in that..we were fighting against me chrisanne's team...kinda tough and they played lil' rough..at firs we were leading with 2 goals...but then they were like wth?!!?...so they started to play seriously..::..then duh.~!we lost la..then played frisbee beside the basketball court..and i totally forgot about the dance..sorry jasmine.!..then the next day got frisbee practice...came back arnd 10+.then go bath..get ready..went to school...then there was a meeting..kar yern was very upset...and i can say that he seriously will have a kp phobia next year!..sigh*...after meeting i saw something i never though i would see..and i did not want to see it...then..i was super blur!!!!!...like...urghhh..why am i alone?..but too bad..i had to face it didnt i?..so i tried to remain as calm as possible..but obviously i was too shocked!..and i left the bilik pengawas with a heavy heart filled with guiltyness...sigh*.....then tht night had tuition..came back had lil supper..and slept..then yesterday woke up at 7.40 arnd there...coz got frisbee practice in school...as usual...tease tease..then watever...!.owh ya!dad was kinda cross..like wth? why everyday oso must go school in the morning 1?...managed to get permission though...phew*..after frisbeeing went over to dawina...couldnt eat..wth?..my tongue got something....went back..bla bla..came back to school...went up to class and tried to get some sleep since there wasnt any teachers..and was feeling r e a l l y s l e e p y!..*yawn*..but zzzz...class so noisy...so took geografi book and copied huda's notes..then went down to library for wbs...still copying..then got disturbance...WTf?...fuck off lar..people got many other things to do!...ish..then wasnt feeling alright...like sad deep inside...dont noe why?...forget it..then came back..and saw dads car out side there...like wow?he came back early...yay! asked mum if we could go out for dinner..then i got to know why he came so early..!WTF..then he really did something which annoyed me..zz..tak suka lah!...then after bathing....cry cry cry...then had dinner...went online and slept.!

here it goes.!

2008-06-14T21:10:00.001+08:00

JUNE 14TH

hey peeps..im back!so i guess i'll start by.......saying that i love you..lolx..thats a song..apelah..hehe...urm.today woke up at 7 arnd there..couldnt find my scarf and forege cap..so ask mum help me find..hehe....im irresponsible?..well thats the way i am..but not all the time..sometimes oni....lol..wth?its getting lame..k..then bla bla..go clean myself...then mum found forege cap....YIPPEEE....then did not take breakfast...coz..i guess stomach wasnt alright ....it just woke up..hehe..not active yet..:p..then went to school..asked kinda everyone there if they had extra scarf..but none had...then carmen said wait for yu liang..he sure got one..then i ask where is he ..never come yet...watla..but still wait no choice...my fault!!yelar..i noe..noneed to remind me..haha..then saw him coming ..went to him..ad scarf please....MEGA THANKS....lol..he said run 1 round for him....then run run...carmen said she'll run with me...*terharu..thanksss..then while running..*preeeeeeett..trrroooooooooooppp falllllllll iinnnn....10 , 9, 8, 7, 6 , 4 ....1.phew!then yoke sim and anjulie are in pekaka..so they were standing next to me..they asked..a..u got scarf ready ah?..i thoguht you din have so we thought of taking out our forege cap and do the pumping with you...at that moment..i was like OMG...GOD BLESSED ME WITH ANGELS....weeehheee...omg..i love you all....forever...!!!!!!but i found a scarf ..thank yu liang...!we practiced kawad!!!funn!!!then after scouts went back and watch tv 4 a while , ate and , slept!then woke up for lunch...owh yeah..im such a lazy bum!..deal with it!lol..then went for frisbee...at 4..after watching geng bas sekolah and hikayat putera shazlan...Oo..damn nice~~then went to school....and came back at 6..played tennis with cousin...and bla bla...till like 7something..then..bath..ate..*yummmy*..and..here i am ..blogging..!and again...Thank You Lord For Sending Angels..Instead Of Friends.=)

wat the hell?!?!

2008-06-13T21:07:00.001+08:00

JUNE 13TH

well..practically i dont really believe that friday the 13th brings bad luck ....not until it did!.like wth?..it brought me two problems..!MEGA ONES~~ and like im stuck i cant say it out....its not personal but if that person reads it ....im d e a d...thats the end of this kawan here...let me talk about school..morning ..well..i blogged my first post..not to bad though..maybe coz im not a first time blogger..well watever..went to school..and blabla..a few of them were quite upset with me...why?coz i din tell 'em im wearing pj shirt today!....okay fine..next time i'll call you guys despite the price of everything rises....lol..wtf?seriously...but then one good thing..government teaching us to save money....or should i say forcing ?..watever it is..i'll call you guys...(: i hope..haha..

during recess went to canteen and bought currypuff...well since last year the price of the currypuff was like thirty cents..until like what i said the price of everything goes up..i gave 1 buck for 3 pieces..expecting a balance of 10 cents...yea?..its still money okay?..i can buy a curry puf if i saved that amount for 3 days..so shut up.!..but to my suprise..she din give me back..wat the hell? wats she going to do with my 10 cents..zzzz...then i asked her and she said the price of one currypuff is 35 cents now......like seriously my eyes nearly popped out..though they wouldnt...like hello?..i need my 10 cents ladeyy!!..but she din give me back..so i had to force a smile..=senyum kambing..and walk out of the counter.......:'(..i was just telling my mum the prise is still the same...then like ..shit..!..haiz...after tht..went to do duty....then duty finish..went up to class....and there wasnt a chair at my place..wtf?..so sat beside wen jun...but wen jun wasnt there...so called kah mun to sit there..hehe..then after tht geo finish edi..so khai sheng sat there...then talk and talk...blah blah..then science finish edi...and still some of us did not receive our portfolio...stupid nyer....like teacher couldnt find it...and if she can never find it..we must buy a new one and write back all our peka......hello?..are you like saying those things to me?...wtf..before this oso a teacher lost mine before...like hell oni..

then watever la...went down to follow kah mun change to her pj clothes ....then went to bilik pengawas..and it was all about dance ~~...funnn....dance dance dance...coz the moves were kinda fun too..!...then anjulie was like moody?or upset with me?..i dont know..but hell yeah she wasnt normal..so blah blah...then school finished...came back..and then after bathing and dinner the second bombshell was dropped..hehe..dramatic....like the second bad news arrived..then berbalas perkataan with my mum and brother.....then was like more towards ..i have to do something i dont like.....STUPID EH?....haiz..for the sake of *****.......then waslike wastever LA....and was spinning pen..lol..for abt 5 minutes..then mum snatched the pen and put my math book in front of me..like hello..how do you want me to concentrate?..i din solve 1 oso yet..cant find solution for tht question..algebra...i noe its easy..but that one is tough..so couldnt stand it..and now blogging....

then tomorrow got scouts..i din noe oso...until like 6.52 today?...zz thanks to gen for telling me...=)..and gt frisbee oso..but i will be back early oso..at 6.00..gt something to do afer that....

and another day going to go in like another 2 and a half hours ..signing out*

two days

2008-06-13T08:50:00.003+08:00

JUNE 11
..was onlining and chatting blabla..obviously it was boring...hehe..i mean like except if there is anything important or exciting...so most of it was like blah blah..then i saw a card in front of my monitor..with gods picture on its top left...somehow something got me hooked to it...so i took a pencil and..sketch sketch sketch...and pooof .. it became more like a masterpiece..and i saw the time was like 11.44..like wth..im late..so quickly go get ready..well u noe my quickly dont cha?..but it was quick..dont give me that look la...what?dont believe ah?wth...then went to school...and school was normal..except that we got to know our guru pengawas sesi petang transfered to morning session..like wth..she din even tell us..:'(..but later we got to noe there was another teacher to take her place...then was like Oo..later met her in the evening during perhimpunan and she told me she was notified only during the holidays..then i was nodding..and blah.. and then went home just to see my masterpiece laying at one side lil bent....like i tell you i think i had high blood pressure that time..lol.wtf? im stil young..but my blood was boiling hahha...was shouting and shouting................and shouting..it is hurting like i rather see it torn to pieces..i repeat pieces..rather than seeing it bent..i tell you its hurting like crazyy..but i think made me shut my mouth..heh my tuition..had to go get ready..by that time..i was like forgive and forget lor..haha..thats me.tuition was obviously..yada yada..and boring..came back and cant rememebr wat i did..then slept..poof* a day gone..wth?

JUNE 12.
woke up at 7...Oo..dono why but heck.i was feeling happy..so slept again...that was fun..then mum went to buy breakfast...she came back and was like ..still never wake up?..then i said..ya..wake up di..lol..that time oso vey happy..haha...mayb coz i can go frisbee alast..after so many days..then walked to school..and went to the field...wtf? why nobody.where is the training..?.then walked to quartermaster room..and say emily and kok leong...Oo..happy..alast found someone to talk to..haha..so was practically doing nothing in that rooom..then kah mun came..and bla bla..then kok leong said wanna start training... .then we girls hang out in there for a while more..then locked the qm..and went..we din not o any warm up..chat oni..then kl was like..*a you all come here for what ? to talk ah?*..wow..serious duh..cheh..haha..so we asked for a disc and practiced beside bengkel pertanian ...the smaller padang..then anjulie came...after all the *hi julie..hi..hey..halo..* started practising again..then my throws to emi...all oso like crap..was gooing to the side oni..like wth..then we changed a lil bit..then after that planned to join the guys..the weather was hecking hot!like shit..then thorw catch..play game ..during the game..i wasnt feeling right..like stupid ..then before that i asked kahmun can sub or nt..since there wasnt any other players lef..so coudnt sub...after practice lol..kl got scolded by william ..:p...then me anjulie and kah mun went to bilik pengawas...slept there 4 a while..talked about the dance steps..then arnd 10.30..went back..wnet back bath..and was snezing..like hello?..im already feeling sick!..went to school..school was okay..like normal...nothing special...then came back..cant remember what i did?..owh ya..then got something happenned...like wth?..so sad..but i believe in karma.what goes around comes around..nyehehe...sounds freaky?i bet you guys noe the meaning of it..so dont need to rasa takut..=D...then kahmun called....so happy~~...=D..told her everything..then *sob*..sedih giler...then after talking lol..i tried to forget everything lock the room and read newspaper..it has been ages since i read it..oo..i miss you newspaper..helped though..then mum knocked..open the door..then she was advicing abt my marks...then advice advice..ok..then advice again?lol..i couldnt bear it..i said lol..mum go and advice tht guy in the next room..his losing some piece of mind...lol..then she did leave..haha..then din care to lock the room..then he came in..and played comp.i just slept on the bed for a while..ahh so nice...then mum woke me up..go have dinner..okay...coming..then go makan sambil watch tv..then read storybook like 5 pgs..but the bed was welcoming me too mush..so drop the bookand dozed..another day goone..=)

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